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>>>>>You know this is the first
time first time first time first time I've every actually killed somebody
with electricity go back to your room go back to your room go back to go
back back back back to your room she said go back she said my eyes still
bleed and they bled when I saw her waving waving her finger at me as if
I were a naughty little boy who had refused refused to do his homework
I can take a snapshot of a person and see inside them I took one there
right there and framed it in my mind and picked it apart the lights in
the hallway and the many many many many doors lining the hallway and the
white tile on the hallway hallway and I discarded them because they didn't
matter at all not at all and I zoomed in on her and saw her body and uniform
an the identification tag clipped to her right breast pocket and the silk
stockings running from beneath the skirt and the white shoes will a little
bit of something spilled on them and then her face and I zoomed in closer
and saw her blue eyes
 and pinpoint pupils and the lights ahead reflecting
in the white spaces and down to her lips curling up at the side in a tolerant
smile and he cheeks high set and ears supporting sterling steel pendants
and he blond hair done up in a bun and I zoomed in past her face and into
the bone supporting her teeth and her fake smile and the nerves in
her eyes and the shallow roots of her hair and the white skull concealed
my muscle and veins and the sockets her eyes and the bone of her jaw and
I zoomed in more past the skull and into her brain and I saw the intense
circuitry passing the meaningless drivel of her life and how it rebounded
back to her senses so they could relay more drivel back to her brain which
would process it and spit out something resembling an idea which the rest
of her body would not know what to do with and then I zoomed in more past
her  brain
and into her mind and the exact nature of her thoughts and how they effected
the world around her and how she thought they would effect the world and
her perceptions on the light and dark of reality and how she wanted to
kill me and this is how I came to the conclusion that a simple severed
extension cord tied to a meaningless little coffee pot sitting on a stupid
little car in this stupid little hallway in this stupid little institution
would be be more than sufficient to blow her goddamn mind out the top of
her head but I knew she would still be able to come after me so I tied
the cord around her and let her and it lie across the floor like a boa
and its prey as her prone body hopped and jumped and sparked in a comical
dance like those I used to see on the television as a kid when they would
bring on a circus act made up of people with nothing better too do but
die and children contorted into hideous creatures which resembled nothing
human and they would stand on the stage and preform their hideous acts
and and one by one file off until the electrocution man would come on and
sit in a tub of water and have an assistant with a power cord come over
and throw it into the tub with him and the sparks would shoot out his eyes
and nose and ears and blood would fountain from his mouth and nose and
ears and he'd scream as if all of hell was flowing through that cord and
into his brain and finally they would drag him dead from the stage and
we would all go home and the next night he would be up there ready to be
killed all over again and I sometimes sit down and try to analyze how this
is possible finally coming to the conclusions that he is immortal and his
body is not his own as mine is not mine and as his eyes bleed so do mine
even though everybody tired to tell me that this is 
because of the wire I know it is simple the side effect of immortality
because this is what I have been given through the wires and the pain and
the blood through the eyes and even though they said it was too much all
I would have to do is take my arm which was better than their puny mortal
arm and liberate it from their body and show it to them as they lay screaming
on the asphalt and their life fountained from the socket and they though
they were going to die because they were because they were not immortal
like myself and they would learn so I would take my friend's body to the
shop which had made me what I am and they would make him better better
than before and he would not realize this and so I would liberate another
limb from his body in the same wonderful display of technological strength
over the human 
body's conviction to be whole and he would still not see until there was
nothing left of his real self and nothing left of his real mind his flawed
mind and I would have him replaced with everything like myself and he would
see the light of the ware because he would have no other choice but to
die and soon they would realize and fight by my side as one of my kind
living in a world of ones and zeros and black and white with no other decision
to make other than to kill or not to kill and everything would come down
not to right or wrong but do or not do and the decisions would come easily
because everything is pre sent and the mind would not argue because the
body knew better and they mind was afraid because it knew that it could
be replaced as well with little thought and so it would remain quiet and
take its little alterations with anxious stride until it realized that
there was virtually nothing left and would start to fight back against
the ware but if would be beaten by the pills and the drugs and the chips
I would use as defense and it has no other choice but to give up its sanity
to the sanity of what was new and better and solid and steel and it would
not have to worry about the loneliness which strikes its mortal self and
the needs to be loved or understood or anything anything anything because 
it had its weapons against such petty thoughts the thoughts which can destroy
and weaken you the thoughts that make humans so vulnerable to destructions
the weakness of a beautiful smile or a seductive glance or the essence
of caring and love and sexuality and the other demons that a person living
in such destructive times do not need the thoughts which make you hesitate
at the 
decisive moment the thoughts that make you retract your blades before they
sink into flesh the thoughts that make you blow a hole through an arm instead
of blowing a tunnel in their face the thoughts that bring you close to
somebody which may someday be your enemy and which may someday kill you
and you cannot have these aspects of what is tagged as life the same life
which brigs disease to children and death to the elderly by gunshot and
death to innocents by explosions tearing apart their souls the life which
shoes no mercy and therefore deserves no mercy because everybody can be
a victim but everybody is also the victimizer and if your choose to be
the former you are doomed to death without decision while the latter enjoys
the freedom of choice and the honor of forwarding the trends of an all
powerful machine which either kills or is killed with no room for grey
areas so you find in time that your mind becomes hardwired to determine
which situations constitute the unadulterated use of death and which call
for restrain but as you continue the need for restrain become less and
less because the people become the numbers running your mind and a number
does not have emotion and a one is a yes and zero is a no and either way
you flip the switches somebody ends up getting royally fucked so why not
just get to the point and provide them with the security of knowing they
are going to definitely die instead of the cruelty of leaving their life
suspended in space so you permit the manifestation of this truth in life
and you come upon the target and you know you need the chip but you know
that life does not need the target to you simple assist life in its ultimate
goal of destruction and remove the target from a viable existence or you
have taken the goal of retrieving the target and you venture to its home
within the masses of unenlightened lives and you take the target but you 
assist life by elimination the rest of the lives as a thank you for allowing
you to take this target and if the target hits a switch you eliminate it
as well because in the end life will not care so eventually you come to
a silent understanding with the forces of existence and evolution and sign
an esoteric pact to further the real nature of mankind which informs you
of the uselessness of the meat body and the superiority of information
and data and numbers and ones and zeros and everything else pure and technological
and you finally exceed the confines of this meat body and most people call
it insanity or cyberpsychosis or the catch phrase of the day but what it
is in reality is the realization of the meat body that it can no longer
hold and contain the immensity of your thoughts and knowledge and therefore
buckles under the strain looking for a way to let these 
thoughts out a condition which manifests in society as said insanity when
in reality this society and reality are just attempting to deal with the
fact that you have achieved a higher degree of understanding than was ever
thought possible and they contain you and lock you away because they are
afraid of this strength and they know in their hearts that you are superior
and they do not know how to deal with this truth so they take the easiest
route out and try to hide you and forget you and forget evolution and forget
the new reality you hold within the confines of your evolved mind but their
attempts are futile because the mind of god on earth can never be contained
a single mind comprised of all knowledge of all who understand a mind which
is one with technology a mind which will be released into their very lives
a mind which will have to be confronted a mind which can destroy them with
a single combined thought a mind which will no longer tolerate the confinement
and the ignorance of mortals a mind which will introduce itself to the
world with fire and fury a mind which you won't be able to ignore any longer
because this mind is god and this single mind is HERE.<<<<<<
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>>>>>Where the Hell did that come from?<<<<<
-SysAdmin1
>>>>>I can't tell, whoever it was blew out
five of our nodes before they pulled out. Pretty sure it's wing 6.<<<<<
-SysAdmin3
>>>>>That's the cyberpsychosis wing. I thought
we ripped out all the I.O. hardware in that section!<<<<<
-SysAdmin1
>>>>>We did.<<<<<
-SysAdmin3
>>>>>Now I've go open door warnings for rooms
1- 18, wing 6. Get secu*&^%*&&^)@(*()
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